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見人o地o的local 著小背心.. 學人著短袖,唔加褸去行街.. 半個鐘唔夠打道回府...
http://www.weatheroffice.gc.ca/city/pages/bc-74_metric_e.html (今日low 9 呀)

 

凍到街都唔願行.. 去o左hotel pool游水..
乾淨o既暖水池呀.. wahaha.. 10個good...

wo.. things happened today....

 

1)  i had a conversation with the it head of cuhk... scheduled for 45 min but lasted for 1:15min..  very impressive.. not with my conversation with him.. but comments from another colleague on his conversation with him.. i would probably never say such a thing in front of a group.. AND in that tone..  using that kind of vocab.. super...

2) we farewelled tess.. who are my supervisor, friend, colleague and many more..  i won't be who i am without her.. and i won't forget tonight for the delicious meal, the restaurant at the peak, the cozy atmosphere, the adventure in the dark, the beautiful skyview and all.. sorry... we really didn't mean to make u cry. hope they are all happy tears..

3) not sure why i tried to 鬥酒 with my team leader.. coz the chance is really rare?.. just wanna make the atmosphere more relaxing and happy... nothing offensive indeed.. just forgot to let them know that i am kinda ok with cocktails & spirits.. might have already been trained up while learning how to make cocktails...

4) finally sms someone i think of quite often again.. and phoned those which i thought i should as i am heading vancouver on jun 24.. it was midnight hk / middle of the day in vancouver and toronto.. but still... could not reach one of them.. but u know what.. i made the calls.. hehe...

5) am i a bit too addicted to drinking?.. not sure if i'm.. but gotta think it over..

 

btw.. thanks m / m for driving us from here to there.. u are our hero.. hehe...

also.. finally got my yoga class scheduled tmr.. hehe...

good night...

鍾意一樣o野.. 有時候.. 係難以解釋o既..

 

講唔出特別鍾意呢2首歌o既邊一部分..

但係..呢2首歌..最近o係我個playlist 度loop完再loop..

 

記得.. 星期日同細佬一齊o係度hea.. 咁o岩佢部機loop到the first day..
啍完之後..我問細佬..你知唔知首歌係kay唱俾佢個bb聽o架? 佢話唔知.. 我話..你下次聽.. 留心o下o的歌詞...

 

跟住.. 夜晚.. 當我嘗試搵個high quality version of 呢首歌o既時候..

居然搵到article.. http://hardenprawnegg.blogspot.com/2007/01/blog-post_20.html.. 講起..
原來呢首係改編歌呢.. 唔知let the love 係咪一樣咁好聽.. 定係重好聽o的呢...

 

而月球上的戀人.. 更加有趣..

有時聽..會覺得鋼琴聲好有味道..

有時.. 又會覺得.. eason唱得好好..好夾..

再聽.. 又覺得.. 背後o既琴聲.. 較人聲更吸引..更有感染力 同 想像o既空間..
每次聽.. 都會好專心咁聽..

唔知.. 有純鋼琴version o既話.. 聽起o黎.. 係咪真係我諗一樣咁好聽呢...

呢幾日.. 腦海幾經常閃過一個小片段...

有人話.. 想寫blog, 要匿名o既..

有人即刻接.. 因為覺得自己有好多獨特o既見解?

笑..

 

好一個自大o既人.. 好一段奇怪o既對答..

 

an inconvenient truth裏面.. Al Gore 用呢個字用得唔錯...
重加o左個term.. altered consequences...

 

跟住.. 睇睇o下.. 媽咪返.. 講起.. 提起..

忽然記得.. 係喎.. 今日..

 

02年到而家.. 事情發生.. 至此.. 已經5年..

5年前..一個人o既一個選擇.. 為佢身邊o既人.. 帶o黎o左o的咩consequences 呢?

 

震撼、難以致信、傷痛、悲哀、平復、懷愐、淡忘 led to changes in life attitudes, values, time allocations, goals...?

 

最少.. 原來有人會記住..提起..會眼濕濕..會覺得..當年..自己疏忽o左..
錯誤以為.. 呢個一向堅強o既小輩有能力撐得住..而少o左關心..
而可以避免悲劇發生o既機會.. 亦因而錯失...而悔疚則伴隨一生...

 

自問.. 係一個頗怕死o既人..
一來因為覺得有太多事想試而未試..

又有太多唔捨得o既人與事..

更怕自己一個唔成熟o既決定為其他人帶o黎難以磨滅o既心理傷口..

所以.. 每次聽到有人選擇走..
總會不其然佩服佢o地o既勇氣同灑脫(重有自私)..亦為佢o地所感受o既絕望同無助而悲哀...

 

意外.. 係意料之外.. 面對意外.. 人可以話係完全無力...

而悲劇.. 則往往係可以work on 進而避免o既....

 

my favourite..hehe.. 機位.. 唔知有冇機位呢..